a hopeful

There's not your smile and your laugh. I didn't see it for a long time, since you've got message from me. I thought that you were angry or anything else with me. But the others said, "he's waiting you, he's shy. you must be patience if you want get him. but don't worry he'll open your heart just for you."

See that? The others support me everyday, but I still thinking that you aren't for me.
Why? Because you're not care bout me.

Now, I'm waiting you, your message, your joke, your smile, your laugh, your call......

Maybe, I'm a girl with a big hopeful and a dreamer. And someday, I'll walking with you in a place. But, it just a dream.

Do you know what I feel now? Do you feel the same like me, dude?